What can I say, I had my heart safely corralled and out of the blue she was able to lasso me and pull me into her fading sunset, but now, I'm out to pastured again and this time, it's going stick. I am back to where I started, happy with MY life, and I don't need anyone to complicate my completeness. Do not get me wrong, somewhere down that dusty road, it could happen, but if you see me smiling again, please don't feel the need to interject yourself into my rodeo, because the seats looking in are much better and I ain't giving out backstage passes.
Not meaning for this to sound in any way conceded, just me telling me, how I am.
2 comments:
Rodeos can be reckless and dangerous but I think yours is quite healthy. Most of us are just unable to learn how to be happy on our own, and speaking from experience, you cannot be happy with another if you cannot first be happy with yourself. If only I could practice what I preach. LOL
I have been so close to my completeness of being happy and single many times, but the desire to share the observations of life are embedded so deeply in me. My will power to finish that growth gets bucked off the trail leading to sitting at my campfire of stillness. You speak the truth Carrie, to enter into a relationship with the hopes that something missing in us will be fixed is, foolish at best. Thank you
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